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Dirt

by Ainsley Farrell

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1.
So Small 02:57
I opened my eyes too soon Running from the devil in you Tight feeling in my left arm Am I dying? Are my days gone? I’m floating above you So small I could lose you Am I too high to come back down? Will I ever return to this ground? Ah ha I still see that skyline Cool air on my face I’ll drive through the night I hope that I’d reach you soon This road is unclear, I’m losing view Ah ha
2.
Fireworks 04:16
I missed the fireworks tonight I heard them echoing inside, inside The dogs are quiet tonight They’re scared out of their minds, minds The people gathering outside They’re all looking up at the same sky, same sky I’m with you (x3) Tonight (x4) I smell the air its burning bright Do you see me in all this light? You disappear into the smoke I breathe it in and start to choke I stop to let it all in I’m learning how to give in Get out of my skin And let you in I’m with you I’m with you I want to be with you I want to burn bright too I want to be with you I want to burn bright too Ohhh Wanna burn bright too (x3)
3.
Dark Spell 03:10
Midnight you burnt out my tail light, fading slow, loving goes Held tight you put up a good fight, let me go, leaving you alone You know I’d never leave you with a heartache (x2) So break me and tell me what hurts (x2) Held my breath while you covered up this stench, I’m your call collect Moving to your sway I’m losing my own way, give me all your pain I took your load in And I took your load in You know I’d never leave you with a heartache (x2) So break me and tell me what hurts (x2) I never took it all too well You watched me wither Under your dark, dark spell (x2) So break me and tell me what hurts (x4)
4.
Buffet 05:19
I am here too I stand don’t take much room You put me down What gave you the right to this ground? I want this too I want the same things you do You look so good Your eyes eat me before I could Tell you that I’m not Part of the buffet Stand there in my place Go about your day I hold my tongue I watch the blood run What am I to say To a man of your age I feel so uneasy Walk another way Making up excuses For a man of your old age I fill (x4) Told you that I’m not Part of the buffet Push me round your plate Go about your day Trying your luck for free Moving my body Feeling your eyes all over me Moving your lips, your grip Hugging my hips Like they weren’t a part of me
5.
Dirt 07:49
I put you down in the dirt Ruined all your hard work You drove all night You drove all night Building that barricade rage Watching that part of you fade You danced all day You danced away You were my age You were my age I saw you down in the dirt Digging a hole for your hurt You were my age You were my age When you gave me my name We drove all night We drove all night
6.
Leaving 04:08
Do I let go, do I return Find the pieces, put together Will I miss out on important Things already escaping me…escaping Will I lose a part of me Materialistically I’m deflating, things are escalating Can’t stop aging, want to feel the way I Used to dream of far off places Now I long for your embraces…embraces Do I choose one love for another Stretched and split, I will recover Will you grow old and remember All the times we had together Will I miss out, should I return Will I ever find the peace in distance? Will I find? Or will i… Now I’m here without you Now I’m here without you But I won’t cry Cause your still in My vision Is blurring And I walk it back, forcing my tracks Pushing my back against the window That turned me to sand When I saw your hand Waving again
7.
Feed 02:13
All your hard times All your hard times I feed it into mine I feed it I feed it All your hard times All your hard times I feed it I feed it I feed it I feed it
8.
The Way Back 02:37
Do you know the way back to your hands Pick it up and start again Till you know Do you know the way back to your feet Never felt this heavy Move 'em slowly Feel it ease Do you know that I will hold you in the light (x2) Till you know Do you know the way back to your head Its ok to just pretend Till you know Do you know the way back to your heart Never felt this far Please don’t find a way out (x2) Please don’t find a way out (x2) Do you know that I will hold you in the light (x2) Do you know that I will hold you in the light (x2) Till you know
9.
Motel 6 04:14
I saw the smoke from your breath turn to poetry The light you blew burned through a silence in me You gave me my first kiss in a Motel 6 So young just dying to be part of it I could drive through the night and pretend all of this don’t exist I could drive through the night and pretend all of this don’t exist I could drive through the night and pretend that I don’t exist I made a bad excuse to run when things got thin I wasn’t old enough or strong in my skin Too high to drive I let us spin And left you standing where it all began I could drive through the night and pretend all of this don’t exist I could drive through the night and pretend all of this don’t exist I could drive through the night and pretend that I don’t exist
10.
Blue Side 03:06
Take me on your blue side To the river that was once dry And the shadow that’s in mourning Will start to feel herself one day soon Take me on your blue side Where the showers passed in strides But the geese were all still flying All in lines across the Oregon sky Oh that old dog will fly And the cracks in your eyes will dry But she’ll still hear your words by and by Take me on your blue side To that empty bottle of wine When the kids are all a sleeping And you’re in your room a weeping once again Take me on your blue side To the hills covered in tall pine Where the fog just sat there laughing While the sun was trying to burn her way back through Oh her old thoughts will dry And her whole heart will cry But she'll still see the sun in your eyes Take me on your blue ride Take me on your blue I still love you in the dark of night I still love you in the morning light Take me on your blue side Where the water started to rise But the fish were all still shining You could hear the birds a calling once again Take me on your blue side To the river that was once dry And the shadow that’s in mourning Will start to feel herself one day soon
11.
Aretha 03:36
I know it must seem wrong to know you all so well When I heard your voice You made it alright When I’m down Aretha You are my girl You hold it down You have got me feeling A new kind of motion When I heard your songs You made it alright When I’m down Aretha You are my girl You hold it down Did you walk home in the night Did you go easy, did you go light I heard you singing this chain’s gonna break Get down You sang no man is ever gonna take You down Get down You down Get down You down Get down You down Get down Get down I get down
12.
Oblivion 02:54
If I burn to a crisp out in the sun Would you sweep me up, feed me to oblivion? Watch me fly and burn out in the sky See me twirl my way out of the world If I turn into a particle of dust Would you put me in a star till I erupt? Watch me flash, oh time is ticking fast See me whirl into a ball of mass Don’t cry I’m moving on Don’t cry when I’m gone If I vaporize before your eyes Would you cool my molecules as they start to rise? Watch me shake this cloud is gonna break See me swirl and let down all my weight Don’t cry I’m moving on Don’t cry when I’m gone

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released June 8, 2023

Written and Composed by Ainsley Farrell
Produced by Ainsley Farrell and Tim Harvey
Recorded and Mixed by Tim Harvey
Mastered by Lachlan Carrick

Vocals, Guitars, Synth (5,7) – Ainsley Farrell
Drums, Percussion, Vocals (11,12) – Tom Stephens
Bass, Vocals (11) – Arne Utiger
Synth (4,8,9), Electric Drums (7), Vocals (11) - Tim Harvey
Slide Guitar (12) - Marcel Borrack

Cover photo taken by Ian Farrell

Special thanks to Nancy Burley, Michael Burley, Marcel Borrack, and Maria Moles

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Ainsley Farrell is a Sydney-based artist from the United States. New album DIRT out now :)))

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